I can't keep doing this...

September 4, 2012
I can't take it much more..
I've been feeling miserable for a while now. And I honestly don't know what cause it.
I can't shake off the feeling that I'm going to lose someone. Someone who means the world to me. He's my everything.
If only he'd prove to me that he actually cares. Maybe then I could start feeling and acting normal again.
Walking around pretending to be happy and hide that my life seem to be falling apart - it's taking up all my energy.
I just want - need - to know that I'm loved. And I need to know that everything is going to be okay.
But I don't want to tell him how I feel, because I'm scared of how he might react...
I'm scared that he'd leave me. Nothing frightens me more...

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Hey, I have a website!

July 15, 2012
So, for a long time, I'd forgotten about this.
But after finishing my first year of the Media Graphics Design education, I have summer vacation, and possibly some time on my hands to do something about this.
Though, I should be buying myself a web-host, so I can start on my educational website with my portfolio.
That site will have to be HTML and CSS only! Which means I'll have to code the damn sh*t by myself..
But no need to worry.. No one said it had to be perfect. 
Besides, I'm hoping to get mo...
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New Moan – The Twishite Saga

November 29, 2010

I’m reading a book called ”New Moan”. It’s a really hilarious parody of the oh-so-loved Twilight saga.

As far as I know, there’s going to be 2 more following this.

Just by reading the description on the back, I knew I had to read the whole book.

Let me tell you what it says:

 

’I want to bite you, Heffa. I want to bite you very hard. I’ll be gentle, I promise. If you really loved me, you’d let me.’

Heffa Lump is just a typical, pale and interesting seventeen-year-old....


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Diets - Good or bad?

November 21, 2010
So, I decided to start on a diet.
I've wanted to do it for a long time, but it seems like I haven't been ready for it yet.

I believe that you have to be ready - not just physically, but also mentally. Which is the reason I haven't done it yet.
I've seen myself as overweight for a 4 year period now, and it's about time I do something about it, instead of waiting for some weird miracle. A miracle that wont come, no matter how much I wish for it. 

But the thing about diets is, that it's not just to ...
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