I can't take it much more..
I've been feeling miserable for a while now. And I honestly don't know what cause it.
I can't shake off the feeling that I'm going to lose someone. Someone who means the world to me. He's my everything.
If only he'd prove to me that he actually cares. Maybe then I could start feeling and acting normal again.
Walking around pretending to be happy and hide that my life seem to be falling apart - it's taking up all my energy.
I just want - need - to know that I'm loved. And I need to know that everything is going to be okay.
But I don't want to tell him how I feel, because I'm scared of how he might react...
I'm scared that he'd leave me. Nothing frightens me more...